man, this is insane. i actually had to take luke off my friends list. long story, but i did it last night. and lately, ive been doing more productive stuff. situps, lots, every day to improve image, telling more people im gay (trying to be more confident about it), playing more piano, hanging out after school to work out, STUDYING FOR SCHOOL?!? lol yeah, all in one day ive done this. its making me feel good, so im gonna keep it up, and i think i did the right thing. talk about weird...just thought i had to tell someone. never knew someone could really hold me back.
thanksgiving was pretty good. but today was WAAAY better. I SAW TRANS-SIBERIAN ORCHESTRA LIVE!!! my god, they are AMAZING!! 3 hour show and i was fully entertained the whole time, BLEW...ME...AWAY!!
I was just about to play K81O7 lol also you took some of mine that you gave me a while back so tecnecally they were urs but you gave em to me so give em back jerk :D Happy thanksgiving <3
Yeah I know what ya mean man I have a weird tracphone that I bought a long time ago and the minutes go out fast as hell. I bought a 120 minute card once and it was gone by the end of the week and I only made like 10 phone calls 8\ It doesn't matter though I don't talk much lol
Fine. I'm stupid. And I have no problems what so ever but I choose to smoke and drink and do drugs and claim my life is utter shit. Have your opinion. But you don't know me.
Yea because my family is broken and my mom doesn't want me living here anymore and my dad walking out on me and my family and my brother walking out on us tells you I've got NO PROBLEMS WHAT SO EVER KEN.
I don't do drugs to cope. I smoke weed because it's the only thing that helps me CONCENTRATE on anything for more than 10 minutes. I drink to cope. Yea I'm fucked up a little and I don't give a flying fuck about sympathy. But sympathy won't bring my dad back. Sympathy won't bring my brother back. Sympathy won't bring my family back together.
If you have such a problem with people doing drugs you're just going to end up being pissed off at the world. You can't escape it. The majority of the world does drugs. Fuck, even my BOSS is a drug addict.
at 3:54:00pm on 12/4/08