I've decided to not believe in God, or care about what you think. If you call me a slut or the ugliest person in the world, I won't care. If you say I have the cutest avatar or something else, I still won't care. I'm not PMSing, and I'm not a bitch, I'm just in an "I don't care" state right now. If you start shit with me, I won't keep it going, but if you DARE judge my friends, I'll tell you off. "Oh look she's got balls now" I do. I always had 'em too. I can stand up for myself, and will if need be. Other than that, don't waste my time.

I don't have many interests. I'm a boring person. Anyway, I don't trust people. If you want something done, you got to do it yourself. No, it's not some sappy love story, "Omg he broke my heart, I can't trust anyone anymore!!", or "Wahhh she told the secret i told her to never tell anyone. I can't trust anyone anymore!" No no, don't get me wrong. I guess I'm independent in that sense but I do need to learn to get the fire going by myself. I can't have someone nag me or remind me to do something, I have to remember from the get go.

Anything that makes me happy. Just because I seem like a bitch to you, doesn't mean I am one. I don't need a boy to rule my life. I don't need to dream about that wedding or that perfect kiss. Fuck that. Less hassle and fights and stress. I'm not getting married, and no way am I going to have kids. I gotta admit, I would be a horrible mother. "Oh shit, I left my kid in the car and it's 90 degrees out." I would be one of the mothers you hear about in the news that you'd want to hurt so bad because she's just so goddamn awful with her children.

Anything that makes me laugh. I'm not into horror anymore like I used to be. Anyway, being a mother is too much work anyway. I'm gonna be a paralegal, live in a small house with a dog, and save money for emergencies and whatnot. I'm not materialistic, so why would the situation change when I have $50,000 in the bank? It wouldn't. I want to make sure my dog and I can live comfortably. It takes a lot of stress away. :) So there's my life story, all on FFR.